April 6, 2010

because there is so much beauty in the world

photo by me

SUNSET. A ROAD FROM NOWHERE TO NOWHERE. A CAR RUNNING.

why do you cry? asked the man.
...because there is so much beauty in the world, said the little girl, looking out the window.
the man laughed.
and is that a reason to cry? ask the man amused.
may be, said the shy girl. because no one stops to see. nobody sees anymore. we all run or drive too fast to see. look at us. the sun is going down and we don't even say goodbye 'till tomorrow.
should we say goodbye each day the sun declines?
yes! and good morning each day we lay eyes on him. each and every morning. this way he won't feel alone. he would shine with joy for us, more and more...
and if there's a day with no sun? with rain?
we should be polite to rain too. maybe it won't last so long if we greet it.
so we should talk to the sun and the rain? the man giggles.
not only! we should talk to trees once in a while, to flowers and to that beautiful grass in the park. we should listen the birds sing - they speak with us that way. and doggies. and cats. we should be more careful with all around us.
but when would we have the time to do all that? we must think things we do each day, we must speak to other people, we must eat and wash and sleep. we must work... we have so much to do... when can we find the time? asked the man seriously. 
you see!... i've told you... nobody sees anymore. nobody finds the time anymore. nobody listens anymore. we're all in such hurry. and it's so tiering. it's too much. and so, this much beauty is wasted for us, and we don't even notice... it's not the end of the world if we stop once in a while just to see all, to acknowledge the world we live in... 
and the girl starts to cry again, in silence.

the car stops. the sun is going down, the last seconds of the sunset. up on the hood, the man and the little girl are watching the sun. cars pass by them on the road. the girl cuddles to the man. looks up to him.
say good night, dad!
good night... and you, get in the car! i'll wake you very early tomorrow, to say good morning...

April 5, 2010

dincolo de stele

johannes vermeer - the astronomer

sa incerci sa vezi dincolo de stele. ce vis frumos! si cati au suferit pentru acest vis... cati au trait asa frumos, cu mintea, dar mai ales cu sufletul dincolo de stele. sa visezi. sa te bucuri. sa simti! sa simti cat de mici suntem, cat de mult este dincolo de noi, si cu toate astea, sa simti cat de frumosi putem fi, cat de mult ascundem in noi, cat de importanti pentru tot ce este dincolo de noi e fiecare vorba, gest sau actiune a noastra. sa vezi dincolo de stele; apoi sa iti intorci privirea si sa ne privesti - pe pamant, aglomerati, grabiti, cu vise si sperante, cu vieti ce ne par atat de complicate... suntem frumosi. si cu cat suntem mai simpli, aceasta frumusete iese sa fie vazuta...
fiecare pulsatie a noastra se resimte dincolo de stele. fiecare gand isi gaseste glas si acolo departe. fiecare vis se pierde departe apoi se intoarce mai mare, mai viu, plin de praful de stele pe care le-a strabatut pe calea de intoarcere.
sa vezi dincolo de stele. poate fi doar un vis... si daca totusi e mai mult, daca e real? daca abia dincolo de stele te gasesti cu adevarat? daca acolo sunt raspunsurile prea cautate deja. si aceste raspunsuri nu se vor cunoaste cu mintea ci cu sufletul...
dincolo de stele. acolo ma simt bine...

April 3, 2010

Narcissus' portrait

salvador dali - the metamorphosis of  narcissus

i've lost some weight
and i don't recognize myself in the mirror
no more.
who is that man, so handsome?
i don't know, i've never seen him before...
who is that man,
so sexual, so arousing, so passionate?
who is that man so wanted by so many?
i really don't know him, but in a way i sort of envy him...
who is that man
wind blows just to touch him?
who is that man
moon rises just to see him?
who is that man
rain falls down only to caress him?
who is that man
sea wants to drown just to keep him only for herself?
who is that man
women and men want alike?
i don't know
but if you ask me
i think he lost some weight...

melancholy

albrecht durer - melencolia 1, 1514

sometimes i cry
cast away within me
saying no words to anybody
just whispers to myself
which i don't want to hear no more
so many words i've said to me
that i know myself no more
can't recognize my eyes crying
can't recognize my voice hidden in whispers
can't recognize my language in so many words
and
nobody knows
just me
when sometimes
i do allow myself
to cry.

April 2, 2010

welcome to the circus!

you have to FIND yourself among this garbage that we call the human society of the 21st century. 

welcome to the circus!

welcome to all this nonsense advertised within advertising.
welcome to a promotion of another promotion of a sale of a thing you will never use or have need of at any time in your life and actually you will buy but will never know what is good for if is of any good what so ever.
welcome to spending and then more spending.
welcome to debt. to credits upon credits left for the children's children to pay and meanwhile add more credit to the credit. the credit you will never enjoy. you just pay it.
welcome to taxes! oh, my love for taxes and death, for that matter.
welcome also to death. the common and simple death, that we pass by each day, with no respect left for it or for life if is any consolation.
welcome to more spending and no use of time. the quick, vulnerable and scared little time. the pass-by moments. the minutes wasted. the hours of no joy. the years that got away with no clue left to wonder upon or any memory to bless us in the final hour.
welcome to promoting nothing and nothingness as of a great value, the only value left for this modern and fast society. promoting nothing, selling it, crediting it, making it a an asset on the market. then again more time spent for advertising nothingness. for the other promotion soon to come of a sale of some sort of promotion of "that thing" that you must have even though you have no use of it or if "that thing" is any good what so ever for anything. but it's a must. and it's on sale. and it's promoted. 
pieter brueghel the elder - tower of babel

so welcome!
but, please... try to find yourself among all of this!
...because there is so much beauty in the world... 
don't miss it!